An idea that is not dangerous is unworthy of being called an idea at all.
- Oscar Wilde
I can’t pin point the exact moment that I decided the step over that line. The line between my idea and my future, my goal, my career. I know it was a decision that evolved and gained life in my mind before I knew whether or not I could actually do it.
It was an idea that I had since I was a kid, since before I knew myself at all. In middleschool, around the time my sister had her senior portraits taken, I told my mom “I’ll be an art teacher and have a photography studio in the summer.” Some 15 years later, I tried that route. I was almost an art teacher once, and thought I wanted to be a studio photographer once. I even shadowed a professional commercial photographer in high school and thought that was what I wanted to be! They were just ideas then, they had no fuel.
I grew up, fell in love, saved money, found things I loved to do for work and graduated college (not as an art teacher). I had no idea where my life was going, and no where to begin to look. I had skills in so many different areas that my career could have gone in so many directions. All the while, I kept my love for art, design and photography as just that. Like my favorite sweater, or a cherished mixed CD. When I was feeling weary, I would take the camera out in our neighborhood and photograph the way the sun made shadows on the garage doors of my neighbors. It’s true. I was even so proud of some of those shots that I printed and framed them for our house. I didn’t know at the time I was feeding the fire.
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